"What I Wanted"

August 5, 2005

What I Wanted
By: R. A. Cvetich

A thought-filled mind
A restless heart
Tear-glazed eyes
Since we’re apart
All these feelings
You don’t know:
How I miss your smile
How I want you so
And how I am
So glad you found me
And the way I feel
With your arms around me
Or the breath I lose
I’m lost in time
The moment your hand
Reaches for mine
Or the way I get
I cannot pretend
When I long to gaze into
Your eyes once again
When I’m with my friends
Even other guys too
All I really want
Is to be beside you
And I promised myself
That this I wouldn’t feel
But I know, I surrender;
I’ve fallen head over heels
And though I didn’t plan it
I didn’t notice before:
That this is exactly
What I wanted and more