"Apologies"

January 9, 2007

Apologies

By: R. A. Cvetich

The way our love has ended

Was not how I intended

I’ve done so much damage I regret

And that look in your eyes

When I told you goodbye

Is something my sad heart cannot forget

I knew that you were the one

God, what have I done?

CHORUS

I’ve lost the only one who ever loved me

The one who was always thinking of me

Had I just been true

I’d still be holding you

But I spoke that word goodbye

And made the biggest mistake of my life

And now you love someone else

So I’m left hating myself

And though I know this won’t bring you back to me

This is my apology

I saw you crying there

And I didn’t even care

I completely ignored your heartbreak

I was so blind

And left my only love behind

Now I am drowning in my mistake

I said I never loved you all along

But I was wrong

Repeat CHORUS

Bridge

The agony I caused was not what I planned

But now I truly understand

Because now I’m the one who has to cry

And you’re the one walking carelessly by

But I guess I deserve this pain

For letting true love slip away

And the thought that I broke your heart

When I walked away

Is a burden I must live with

Every single day

And I’ll never forgive myself

For all I put you through

And I hope you accept this apology

For the way that I hurt you

I’ll get down on my knees…

Baby I’m so sorry

Repeat CHORUS

I know our love is something we can never renew

So I apologize…

For still loving you